Mo' Better Blues

August 3, 2007
can I let you in on a secret? More folks read this blog than I realized . . .It's encouraging and fun, and also gets me a little jittery as I put a lot of stuff out there. In Ray there's the a line where the guy tells Ray that if you think pennies you get pennies and Ray says "I'm thinking dollars." Well, I have some dollar thoughts roaming in my head and I'll def keep you posted because they involve, well, you.
I always think, if you are creatively inclined sometimes your powers can be used for evil. For me its my big imagination that loves to tell and hear a good story and that same knack for storytelling had me thinking up this whole plot that someone had sabotoged me (on a blog I imagined down to what it said) simply because someone I adore wasn't returning my emails as fast as I hoped because they were well, being the fabulous person that inspired me in the first place.
So, with that type of thinking I wonder if folks who don't care for me read the blog.

And I know, I know. That's pretty egotistical to think someone who doesnt like me takes the time to see what Im up to. But in my history of girl drama it always happens and unsettles me to hear how folks who would walk right pass me on the street ask my friends for updates on my life.

You guys reminded me that some people come in your life for a season and graduating from college unfortanetly will be the close of the season for a lot of folks I've come to love. But if we're meant to be friends we will be friends. But I wonder about those folks of mutual dislike. If we still effect each other and keep tabs have we really closed the season?


  1. Anonymous said...:

    yeah, that whole keep your enemies closer is real talk. and egotistical? we all are to a certain extent

  1. shani-o said...:

    Please believe ppl who don't like you read your blog... this I know for a fact - I've definitely experienced that.

  1. Mademoiselle M said...:

    i definitely agree with: if we're meant to be friends we will be friends

    and the ending sounded like a Carrie Bradshaw type ending.. how fabulous! Your life keeps weighing the scales down for me in the decision between NY and London post graduation. LOL

  1. queen-to-be said...:

    LOL. Mademoiselle, you got me, I was feeling a bit Carrie when I wrote that (you know I love saying I'm a Carrie/Living Single Kaadijah mix;). And you know I'd love to have my girl friends in the city. But if you hit London I am slow coming to visit and crashing on your couch! I invite folks to come visit the city and crash with me all the time . . . .

    And Shani, I know you know about non-friends reading the blog. you almost caused a riot with Overheard last year . . .

  1. Shara D. said...:

    hey, just because somebody doesn't like you, it doesn't mean they don't respect you for making moves... ;-)

    they're just trying to take notes from afar. HA!!