Mo' Better Blues

can I let you in on a secret? More folks read this blog than I realized . . .It's encouraging and fun, and also gets me a little jittery as I put a lot of stuff out there. In Ray there's the a line where the guy tells Ray that if you think pennies you get pennies and Ray says "I'm thinking dollars." Well, I have some dollar thoughts roaming in my head and I'll def keep you posted because they involve, well, you.
I always think, if you are creatively inclined sometimes your powers can be used for evil. For me its my big imagination that loves to tell and hear a good story and that same knack for storytelling had me thinking up this whole plot that someone had sabotoged me (on a blog I imagined down to what it said) simply because someone I adore wasn't returning my emails as fast as I hoped because they were well, being the fabulous person that inspired me in the first place.
So, with that type of thinking I wonder if folks who don't care for me read the blog.

And I know, I know. That's pretty egotistical to think someone who doesnt like me takes the time to see what Im up to. But in my history of girl drama it always happens and unsettles me to hear how folks who would walk right pass me on the street ask my friends for updates on my life.

You guys reminded me that some people come in your life for a season and graduating from college unfortanetly will be the close of the season for a lot of folks I've come to love. But if we're meant to be friends we will be friends. But I wonder about those folks of mutual dislike. If we still effect each other and keep tabs have we really closed the season?